A packet of envelopes mr big pills But it’s hard to see Rory Kinnear as ever having been callow enough to disregard the need to provide for a family and he admits that he has never gone off the rails. “Because my dad died when I was young and I have a severely disabled sister I couldn’t really push the envelope at home. The truth is that from the age of 14 I felt about 40 and for that reason I felt that I would never succeed as an actor until my looks caught up with my actual age.”